Today I am feeling overwhelmed with the mistakes I have made in my life. So overwhelmed that its making me sick. That's what happens when your psychology affects your biology. It's as if the mistakes never desist and always come back to haunt me. The only thing I want is to sleep in peace when day is done. When you are young, you feel invincible, and you do many crazy things; many stupid things: Drugs, alcohol, wasting money, getting in debt. All are part of the situation; but it seems as if that is the true American culture. That's the way society here is... most of the time. We all make mistakes. Sometimes we make the right decisions but sometimes we also make the wrong ones; although that may not be true according to a good friend. He once told me, "There is no right or wrong; just the consequences of our actions." That proves correct in all aspects of my life... I still feel consumed by society. Consumed by "The" American life. The addictions become harder and harder to break. The deeper you are in, the more difficult it is to return. I need help. Many of us need help; to break these addictions. Education is the key to fighting these addictions and preventing more and more people from falling into them. I feel that if I was better educated during my teen years by my family, and by the education system, that things would have been much different in a positive manner. I do not know what the future holds for me. I am not sure if things will get better. What I do know is that I can help others not make the same mistakes many of us have made. Whats done is done and in this life, you cannot go back, only forward.
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- J.G.
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