There are many injustices that exist in this godforsaken world. It almost seems as if we are all helpless to the actions of heartless people who only live to hurt others. Most days I feel so powerless and full of distress. I wish I could do more... I try harder and harder each day to make myself a better person; To help others, especially those who can't defend themselves. Life is really difficult for me. Not because I don't have money, not because I don't have good health or family and friends, but because I truly care. Having feelings can be painful sometimes and I do understand why some people choose to be numb. The bad thing about being numb is that you are not really living. A life without feelings is not life at all. All the evils of this world infuriate me and make me feel an almost uncontrollable rage. This fire inside me keeps growing as each day comes to an end. Things are becoming more personal and one idea bounces through my head... REVENGE! I often think to myself... " If I ever find this person who did this wrong, I will kill them." Strong words you may think, but these immoral people full of decadence deserve nothing less. I stop myself, and ask " Are they really worth staining my hands; staining my mind, heart and soul?" That would make me just as wrong and evil. Two wrongs do not make a right. We all have dark desires urging for vengeance. We would not be human but a statue if we didn't feel them. What draws the line between good and evil is the choice not to act on them. What I want more than anything is justice for what these animals did and keep doing to my good people; for what they did to my children, my brothers and sisters, my mothers and fathers and to all the good women and men in this world.
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